I'm just so so grateful you got this piece out of you and that you are willing to share these parts of you here.
Also: "I felt that if only I could “cure” the part of me that loved “too much,” then I might not feel the severity of that pain again."
This is the most relatable Venus in Pisces quote I've ever read. My heart hurts just reading it. Accepting that I cannot cage in my Venus in Pisces heart-that-loves-too-much, but can instead do my best to develop discernment while knowing that the guardrails will inevitably come off to some extent when the right connection arrives has been SUCH a process.
This this this 💙 You know. So glad/sad/glad sad to be experiencing this transit at the same time. Weeeeee. The lessons in discernment that make space for the bigness of love are powerful. And also ouch.
I am a sagittarius moon and scorpio venus and the feeling of too much-ness and the longing and the enjoying to hold on to the pain is all really relatable. I don't have a venus Neptune transit, but currently Neptune is squaring my moon in sagittarius and since awhile it left the square with the sun ( which is also in sagittarius). I cried reading parts of this story, because the intensity i hold into my heart is so profound that it became very toxic over the years. And even know in the midst of new longing and unrequired love, i could listen to songs and write poetry and just have that hope it will all come back. That memory, the moment i wish to hold onto longer. Anyway, it makes me less alone. - a sagittarius with a water venus
Very belated reply here, but — thank you so much for this ♥️ love the reflection on too-much-ness being held in the chest. It can feel so visceral and intense. And I can absolutely imagine how those back-to-back Neptune transits to the luminaries would bring up similar existential explorations around identity and love and worth. I appreciate the share.
Such a beautiful retelling of an incredibly painful process. Thank you for sharing this, Jana! It's not easy to lay so much so bare for all to witness, but it sounds like the process of writing this piece has been an important ingredient in your healing process. May your heart's fullness be welcomed by a worthy love.
It has also served as an alert of sorts: although my Aries Venus has a very different feel from your Pisces Venus, Neptune will be conjoining it beginning in early 2027. I've gotten so accustomed to Neptune in Pisces, I honestly haven't given this transit any significant thought. But given how confusing things felt when Neptune rolled over my 10th house cusp several years ago, I sense Neptune-Venus is something worth having on my radar...
Thank you, Amanda ♥️ I’m very curious to see how it unfolds for you. I have lots of feels about Neptune in Aries but none of them feel at all tangible (appropriately). I imagine those of you leading up the cardinal era will be teaching us all some big big stuff though.
wow. thank you for this. I have a Leo moon and I have never read anything that really captures the bigness and intensity around love and longing the way you've described it here. this gave me so much to reflect on. and made me want to write, to create, from that intense place - which I haven't done in a long time after a big Tower year, so thank you again. I just subscribed and look forward to reading more from you 🤍
I'm just so so grateful you got this piece out of you and that you are willing to share these parts of you here.
Also: "I felt that if only I could “cure” the part of me that loved “too much,” then I might not feel the severity of that pain again."
This is the most relatable Venus in Pisces quote I've ever read. My heart hurts just reading it. Accepting that I cannot cage in my Venus in Pisces heart-that-loves-too-much, but can instead do my best to develop discernment while knowing that the guardrails will inevitably come off to some extent when the right connection arrives has been SUCH a process.
This this this 💙 You know. So glad/sad/glad sad to be experiencing this transit at the same time. Weeeeee. The lessons in discernment that make space for the bigness of love are powerful. And also ouch.
I am a sagittarius moon and scorpio venus and the feeling of too much-ness and the longing and the enjoying to hold on to the pain is all really relatable. I don't have a venus Neptune transit, but currently Neptune is squaring my moon in sagittarius and since awhile it left the square with the sun ( which is also in sagittarius). I cried reading parts of this story, because the intensity i hold into my heart is so profound that it became very toxic over the years. And even know in the midst of new longing and unrequired love, i could listen to songs and write poetry and just have that hope it will all come back. That memory, the moment i wish to hold onto longer. Anyway, it makes me less alone. - a sagittarius with a water venus
Very belated reply here, but — thank you so much for this ♥️ love the reflection on too-much-ness being held in the chest. It can feel so visceral and intense. And I can absolutely imagine how those back-to-back Neptune transits to the luminaries would bring up similar existential explorations around identity and love and worth. I appreciate the share.
Such a beautiful retelling of an incredibly painful process. Thank you for sharing this, Jana! It's not easy to lay so much so bare for all to witness, but it sounds like the process of writing this piece has been an important ingredient in your healing process. May your heart's fullness be welcomed by a worthy love.
It has also served as an alert of sorts: although my Aries Venus has a very different feel from your Pisces Venus, Neptune will be conjoining it beginning in early 2027. I've gotten so accustomed to Neptune in Pisces, I honestly haven't given this transit any significant thought. But given how confusing things felt when Neptune rolled over my 10th house cusp several years ago, I sense Neptune-Venus is something worth having on my radar...
Thank you, Amanda ♥️ I’m very curious to see how it unfolds for you. I have lots of feels about Neptune in Aries but none of them feel at all tangible (appropriately). I imagine those of you leading up the cardinal era will be teaching us all some big big stuff though.
wow. thank you for this. I have a Leo moon and I have never read anything that really captures the bigness and intensity around love and longing the way you've described it here. this gave me so much to reflect on. and made me want to write, to create, from that intense place - which I haven't done in a long time after a big Tower year, so thank you again. I just subscribed and look forward to reading more from you 🤍
Thank you for this beautiful reflection 🥲♥️